Auditions

It's really bad when it comes to auditions for me, it's the kind of circumstance I hardly stand.

My mind starts to blank, I trip on words and I'm literally paralyzed....basically a disaster!

I actually have auditioned just once in my life, it was an entrance audition for a Musical Theatre course and even though I consider it a good experience, it was just SCARY at that time..!

However, that school admits just 10 students per year and there was about 500 of us at the audition so I didn't got in.

I'm now considering to do it again because my goal is to become an actress or to work in the entertainment industry anyway so I'll have to audition if I want to get into the courses I've choose..

I'm terrified, I have to find a way to face my fears because if I want to reach my goals, auditions will be part of my daily life, any tip fellows artists?

Deals

Today I was wondering about how many things you have to deal with in life.
I've just finished high school and I realized that the outer world is just...different and so hard to live in..!
What to do, how to relate with different people, money, expectations, what you want, expectations, money...

Well, you have to figure out how to deal with expectations and money mainly!

I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who feels kind of trapped between these two heavy things.
Your financial situation doesn't always allows you to do what you want and on the other side you have the burden  of expectations of your friends and family on you that may not let you realize what you really want to do.

Personally, I'm just trying to not giving a heck of these "boundaries" and I figured out what I want to do even if I may feel judged and not much understood.

So, you basically have to pick between do what you feel is right for you or give a try to what the people around you think would be good for you (and if these two options match...lucky you!).

What do you think? What would you do?

xC.