Audition #2

I finished recording my entry audition last night...!

I'm not sure the worst part was to perform or to edit the videos now because all these softwares and stuff are driving me CRAZY!!!

The place where I recorded the audition was freezing cold, I mean, I could literally SEE my breath, so the performances didn't turned out as I wanted but aren't that hideous either...

Plus, my father had never ever (I mean EVER) heard me singing in 20 years but yesterday he sneaked in the theatre when I was recording the last song and I got so very distracted since then, probably the spectators I'm more nervous to perform in front of are my parents.

All this adventure drove me to the fact the I'm actually shy even if usually act like I'm not.
So, somehow I have to deal with it, I will always have to..!

Everyday I'm learning, about performing, about arts, about my friends and family and...Me.

I did the best I could, my performances were not perfect but this is one of the reasons why I'm applying to an Art school, I want to learn and become a better artist day by day through hard work and a strong will.

Today I'm officially letting my parents watch the recordings, it costs quite a lot just to apply and since they are the ones who give me the money, I'll let them decide if it's worth it or not to send the tapes.

Wish me good luck!




Thanks to all those who patiently helped me in this, I would have actually gone crazy without you! :)


xC.

NYE

Another year is almost over...can't believe it!
Today I was supposed to leave to the mountains for NYE with my friends but due to my preparation-for-the-audition schedule, I really couldn't stay away even for a couple of days..DUH!

But after all I'm not that sad, I'm working hard and this is just a little sacrifice after all :)

So, when my friends were headin' to the north this morning, I've been spending some time thinking about the past year and I'm happy to say that everyday I'm realizing how lucky I am!

I've got AWESOME Friends (capital F, because they're really REALLYgreat Friends!),  Lovely and amazing family, good and pretty things (maybe not as much as people is used to have nowadays but hey, many people don't have 'em AT ALL.)... I'm so incredibly BLESSED :)

So, tonight I've decided to celebrate my NYE with my family, sending my thoughts to my friends instead of going clubbing or to a random party.

Hope the new year will bring some more motivtion to me and my Dreams and much HAPPINESS to all those I love and those who love me!

After all everybody has its own drama but happiness is made by the way you choose to live them.

Happy NYE y'all, 2013 it's gonna be  great year just stay strong and work hard!




xC.